On
a recent Saturday afternoon I, Benjamin, headed out of the house
for the Gara (train station) Bible club that we have each
week. On the way I was thinking about the usual: praying that the
guard would give me the key to the room, wondering who would come
to the club, and thinking about the lesson I had planned. As I got
close to the room I saw one of the street people whom we have come
to like named Carmen Vasile
running down the street. I called to him and he came over and
walked with me. He told me that the police had been chasing him
for washing windshields on cars that were stopped at the light in
front of the station. He was glad to see me and said that he
wanted to come to the club, so he came along with me. When Carmen
and I got to the gate after getting the key, we met up with
Dorel,
another one of the street guys. After we put the things I had
brought with me into the room, Dorel and I went to the station to
invite the kids to come.
Upon
arriving at the station, I saw
Dani
Chorba (often in a drunken state) asleep on the ground right next
to the street. What a waste he is making of his life. His problems
are so exposed to the whole world. He’s like the man in Proverbs
who, when he awakes, goes immediately and searches for another
drink.
Next to him were
Dani Mic and Andrea. They are a young “couple” both of whom are in
their teens. Dani Mic has recently come back on the street after a
month's stay at a farm here for street kids. It’s always sad to
see people back in the muck after they’ve been out of it for
awhile. They jump back into the old life so quickly. He is looking
worse every time I see him. Like everyone on the street, his
health is slowly fading.
Also in front of
the station were Susana and Maria, both gypsies. They rely heavily
on the paint thinner which is ruining their health. Susana is
already to the point where, whether she has been using the bag
(drugs) or not, she is in the same state of mind. Maria too is
always in a sad state; she always seems to be in another world.
I’ve never actually heard her story about how and when she came on
the street. Now, after years of abuse and drugs, she is one of the
“lowest in the barrel.” This means that she is at a very low state
as far as health, IQ, and morals are concerned. At the moment she
is pregnant and will soon be a mother.
Dorel and I
invited these to come to the Bible club then moved on to the water
fountain in the back of the station where many of the kids usually
hang out or wash their clothes or shave, etc. There was quite a
group of them at the fountain this Saturday.
Alex, whose
seventeen-year-old girlfriend has just had her third baby, was
sitting at the side of the fountain inhaling his paint thinner. He
didn’t seem to notice our arrival.
A lady saw us
and started yelling, saying that she wouldn’t come to the Bible
club. “I was born a sinner and want to die a sinner!” I don’t know
her name, but I see her there sometimes. She has three little
girls whom she sends out to work (beg). One of these girls came up
to me and I started talking to her, inviting her to come. As I
think about her, it’s sad to think the life she has in her eyes
will someday, probably not too far off, go out and she will become
another Maria or Susana. As I was inviting her, her mother
interrupted saying, “None of my girls are going either. I want
them to die like me.” I thought how sad that this mother was
dragging her children to hell after her. Even if her children get
saved and don’t go to a fiery hell, they still have to go through
this hell on earth at the station.
Also near the
fountain was a little group of men crowded around an old man who
was making a tattoo on one of the guys. He himself was covered in
them and it appeared as though he was going to do the same to them
also. I invited them and they laughed and started mocking God and
cursing, especially the tattoo man. I decided to leave them and
Dorel and I headed for the bridge. The bridge (an overpass over
the train tracks) is home to a good portion of the street kids in
the spring, summer, and early fall.
They make beds
out of whatever they can find and sleep wherever there is room
under the bridge. As Dorel and I got closer to it, I could see
that there were only a few people there. Under the bridge is
always one of the saddest places at the station. It is where most
of them do their drugging, fighting, and cooking. When Dorel and I
got there, there were three girls and three guys. Two of the girls
(one of whom is only thirteen) were arguing about which bag was
whose. They were very drugged and very upset. The third girl just
sat there by them yelling at them, “Give her the bag! Give her the
bag! I’ll give you other drugs! I’ll give you other drugs! Give
her the bag…” The thirteen-year-old was in tears and the other
girl looked terrified thinking that she might not get the bag.
She’s about three times the size of the thirteen-year-old, but she
was so weak because of the drugs.
What goes on
under the bridge saddens me, but last Saturday especially saddened
me because I was seeing lived out in front of me the effects of
street life---especially the drugs. I can imagine that if it
saddens me, knowing that I can do nothing to help these people
except to tell them about Jesus, how much sadder He is knowing
that He can help them, but that they refuse His help. It
makes me pray not only for the street kids of Arad, but also for
me---that I won’t reject His help in my life.
"And
even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge,
God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which
are not convenient;…Who knowing the judgment of God, that they
which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the
same, but have pleasure in them that do them."
Romans 1:28, 32